Crushing on a close friend who is in a relationship

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I have this close friend which i met 3months ago. I never really had feelings the first time i saw her but after a few talks together i did. Im afraid to tell her my feelings for her because i want to stay close friends. If i do say it things may get awkward and we wont be that close anymore.

A few notes;
-She has a boyfriend for a month or so.
-She has 2 other people crushing on her.
-I feel more bad asking because she went to a girls school before and i would be the 4th guy to admit his feelings to her in the past 3months.
-My other close friends likes her and i dont want to be a douche and get in his way. (Bro code you know?)
-I dont really see a future with her because we are of different culture/race and her parents are super strict and wont be accepting if we ever get together.

I know its a crush and it will go away eventually but i just dont have that much patience to keep in my mind.
What should i do?
I hope you get this and
Thanks in advance.

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