I really could use some guidance. My internet friend, who is also my best friend at this point, has become my main focus. I find myself in a way infatuated and it seems fueled BC of the things they do. They listen to me, tell me how much they care about me, write me songs, and send me mail. I’ve come to the realization that it’s most likely only friendly on their part, and misinterpretation on mine, but yet I love being their friend. It’s a killer cycle. I can’t distance myself to put out the fantasy because our entire friendship is based out of texting and iD lose them. They’ve treated me better than anyone, even my parents and I find myself turning to them every day. Whenever we don’t talk I find myself depress and wallowing; it’s like serious separation anxiety from talking to them every minute of every day. I need help getting over them badly. I’m going to meet them at some point and i have vocal tics where I confess my inner thoughts aloud ( bad luck huh) and i really need a clear mind . Thank you.